My relationship has bi-polar disease.
I wish I could blame it all on Him. Technically, it's his fault that he won't obey me, follow my advice, jump when I say so, won't do This, does That too much.
But I really can't blame Him. Not Seriously. Every "problem", real or perceived, that I have with Him, it's actually a problem with Myself.
Two years. It's a long time for me. I'm at a loss as to what comes next. Will it be good or bad? Is it up to me at all? Is this one more thing I should try to control? How can I have been so right about everything else in my life, but so possibly wrong about this?

3 comments:
1. your mom is crazy (sorry mom, but really! 2 years? that's nothing! tell her to read redframe... 10 years baby! and it was actually 12.)
2. don't say it's all your own fault, if you aren't happy/fulfilled, it takes two to tango! don't give up. try and work positively towards being happy with him. and if it doesn't work, move on girlfriend.
3. sorry for the sermon. ;-)
ps, i just saw on your profile you're only 26? come on honey, it's never too late to be happy!
ha! that's what I was thinking! Thanks for the encouragement!
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